Labels: my granma
she passed away 8 months ago,in february.
A few days b4 her death,me,my dad & mum get notified that she was in the hospital.My parents went to see her,but I can't as I am very sick at that time & I need to go to sch...
I really regret being sick at that time.I planned to visit her on the weekends,and I was really looking forward to talking to her.It has been a long time since I had seen her.I shld have visited her more often during these few years.I was happily in the canteen after sch on friday , not knowing wat is going to happen,and then as I was preparing to go home,my mum ran up to me , and told me :"Your Grandma.....she passed away..." after hearing that,I immediately started crying... my mum told me to quickly go home & change, and I turned back to take my bag,without looking at my friends...
On the way home,I keep crying & crying,the tears neverending,& when I went home,I was numb , and I do everything like a robot.We reached my grandma's house,where the funeral was held.Everyone stayed overnight there during these 5 days, & cried whenever I heard grandma being mentioned and I would sometimes cry without meaning to.My family bring me to go & see grandma,& she was just lying there,not moving & pale.I started crying again as soon as I saw how she looked.I then know that I was the only person that did not went & see her at the hospital.I really very regret it...
I was like a tap during those 5 days,cryign & crying.I developed a sore throat from so much crying,but I can't seem to stop it...
I really miss her , & when I dream of her or remember her , even after all this time,I would feel like crying.She & I was very close,as b4 I moved here I lived near her house.She would come & visit me when I was little , till when I was 8 , when I moved here.After that,I visited her lesser & lesser,this year,when she was alive ,I only visited her for abt 2 times in january.I really miss her.... :'(
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